Each time I create from a perception I discover a new perception. Each perception creates new within me. It fosters discovery and understanding. I would see a sweater that I knew Donna would love. I would create an image of her wearing it, seeing us going to dinner, us laughing, and talking.
Read moreChained to My New Reality
I'm residing on a new continuum. It's my current state as I speed towards an expiration date. The two points on this new continuum are "Nothing Matters" and "I Don't Care". I feel chained to this with no Houdini like skills to escape. I pull and pull at the chains holding me in this state of being to no avail. Or maybe I just don't care and this is what it is. I weight the way and the what for's of this moment. Hard to say with any certainty why but, I can hazard some guesses.
Read moreThe Mornings Of Mourning
Duvet swung right, feet pushed left and planted on the floor. 38 steps to the kitchen embedded in memory. Each day this repetitive genesis yielding to nothing matters. Then are the moments frozen in the emotional amber of grief. Tomorrow’s then’s are cataracts, cloudy at best.
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